2025年5月31日 星期六
2025年5月30日 星期五
2025年5月28日 星期三
接的第一個case~that would be my own case~~很開心為自己服務~~
當然我必定就是那個我團隊的主持律師。
我想到，我接案的第一個case，就是我自己的case.
近日，我一直在為自己辯護，我想到，現在就當是在實習吧！在這之間汲取經驗，累積知識，磨練能力，變得有智慧，當成是一種暖身，warm up.
在這過程我自然就會知道我需要什麼樣的知識，甚麼樣的專業，不足需要補足之處，並且知道整個產業鏈生態，以及我需要準備的地方。
很開心為自己辯護。
很開心第一個接的case就是自己的。
2025年5月26日 星期一
Has International Travel to the U.S. Really Collapsed?國際赴美旅遊崩盤是真的嗎?
114.5.24(六)Samedi 24 mai 2025
Amid a global trade war, canceled visas and
tourists detained at the border, the signals from the United States have been
anything but inviting to potential visitors.
Many news outlets have reported extraordinary
declines in international visitors during the new Trump administration,
especially from Europe.
But despite some ominous signs, a close
look at the data shows that travel to the United States is largely holding up –at
least so far.
Nearly as many foreign travelers have arrived
at America airports this year as during the same period last year, according to
an analysis by the New York Times of entry data collected from every international
airport in the country.
International arrivals did drop more than
10% in March compared with last year, but this was largely because Easter fell
unusually late this year, pushing back a popular travel window for European
tourists. More recent figures from April show that travel over the holiday
looked similar to previous years.
Visitors haven’t stopped booking summer
vacations in the United States, either, with one major exception.
Canadians, angered by U.S. tariffs and
Trump administration talk of turning their country into a 51st
state, really do appear to be boycotting the United States. Ticket sales for
travel in summer are down 21% compared with last year.
The decline in Canadian travelers, who make
up roughly a quarter of all foreign visitors, is enough by itself to threaten
tourism-oriented businesses in Florida, New York, Maine and other popular
destinations.
But sales of tickets for summer travel from
the rest of the world are down only 2% compared with the same period last year,
according to data on the 25 most popular routes from the Airlines Reporting Corp.,
whose data covers about two-thirds of global airline ticket sales.
Any decline is worrisome for the travel
industry, and the situation could worsen if economies are further weakened by
the trade war or if anti-America sentiment rises. There is extraordinary uncertainty
among travel analysts about whether visitors will continue to come in the same
numbers –and if so, for how long.
Part of the explanation for the relatively unchanged arrival figures so far may lie in the nature of the travel business. Many international trips are booked months in advance, and can be hard to cancel, and so even a traveler who feels antagonized by U.S. policies may in the end get on a plane anyway. (Josh Holder, Niraj Chokshi and Samuel Granados)
'Mission:Impossible -The Final Reckoning' Review : Tom Cruise Defies All.新「不可能的任務」:阿湯哥再戰不可能
114.5.24(六) Samedi 24 mai 2025
For nearly three decades, Tom Cruise has been
running, soaring, slugging and white-knuckling it through the “Mission:
Impossible” series. It’s been fun, on and off, but it’s no wonder he looks so
beaten up on the poster for the latest edition, “The Final Reckoning.” Cruise –who
turns 63 this year –long seemed impervious to ordinary time, with a boyishness
that lasted well into middle age. His early stardom had already granted him a
kind of immortality. Yet as the lines on his face discreetly deepened, and he
kept pushing himself to lunatic extremes in this series, it seemed as if he
were challenging physical death itself.
Logic isn’t the reason movies like this exist
or why we go to them, and one of the sustaining pleasures of the “Mission: Impossible”
series has been its commitment to its own outrageousness. Cruise’s stunts have
always been among the most outlandish and most memorable attractions in the
series, which was spun off from the 1960s television show of the same title.
He stepped into the role by escaping a wall
of water and descending spiderlike into a luminously white, high-security
vault, hanging by an unnervingly thin rope. The entire thing popped with cool
stunts, striking locations, exotic doings and the sheer spectacle of Cruise’s
intense physical performance.
There’s vanity in Cruise’s commitment to
extremes, and perhaps mania—who knows? Whatever makes him tick and inspires him
to keep pushing and testing his limits is an open question, if presumably less
relevant to viewers than whether the movies are actually worth seeing.
Male-driven action movies often have a
savior complex, with heroes who are beaten and brutalized only at last to rise
vengefully triumphant. “Final Reckoning” leans hard into that familiar theme—the
team faces betrayal, the fate of everyone on Earth is in Ethan’s hands—which gives
the movie a quasi-religious dimension.
That’s weird, no doubt, but there’s
something plaintive about Ethan’s fight this time because it echoes the urgent
struggles of workers in the entertainment industry (and everywhere else) to prevent
their replacement by artificial intelligence. For years, Cruise has put on a
very good show pretending to nearly die for our pleasure; now, though, his body
really does seem on the line. (Manohla Dargis)
101擁有自己的律師樓~~
114.5.26(一) Lundi 26 mai 2025
不介意自己的事業做大一點，如果要做事業的話。
生命中有很多事情需要助力，我需要擁有自己的團隊，團隊之一就是我需要有一個我專屬的自己的律師團，這個律師團落腳最好的地方在101。
要在高處，顯眼，彰顯配合上我的律師團的水準地位。
當然，這樣，目的就是要彰顯散發穩踞業界舉足輕重的地位以及力量。
我期待這樣一個團隊儘速成形，儘速與我相遇。
很願意向高級英檢邁進
Lundi 26 mai 2025
No matter 中高級檢定結果如何，都覺得是時候進軍高級檢定的時候了。
畢竟，要進軍一個考試的新領域，也是需要先瞭解它的遊戲規則，備考內容，應考策略的，而這些，都需要投入時間成本，難度越高的，越專業的，進階的，需要花的時間成本就越多越高。
查了一下規則日期，要先通過高級聽讀，才能進階說寫，不似中高級有一日考的設計。
而且，高級測驗一年只辦一次，今年的報名日期已過，今年是沒有機會參加了。
而且，相較中高級，測驗費大幅度提升，測驗所需的時間也大幅度增加。
好吧！難度越高的挑戰越有趣，高級英檢，我來了！
早安 Long lasting, forever, eternal... 也是一種幸福^^
2025年5月25日 星期日
20250525再次英檢中高級一日考
Dimanche 25 mai 2025
就是完全不起眼的人群
可是他們一跳起舞來就完全不同的氣場
沒有通過前就需要一再與他相遇努力闖關
幸運的是
不預期遇見短片拍攝
哇！
這舞姿，好專業，吸引我駐足。
哎！你知道嘛？我真正的喜歡我現在做的兩件事，學習，精進深入的學習英語這個語言，而，今天，我參加中高級英檢一日考，出了考場，我就遇見這個拍攝舞蹈的場景。
好消息是，我聽懂了大部分的考題，也全數在時間內答完，挫折的是，這很平常的一些單字在考試時腦袋有些短路沒有在第一時間用比較進階專業的單字回答，為了完成答案只好用一些比較平常使用的單字，在遇見這場舞蹈的路上，我聽到一些很流利的英語，是給我一些示範，但也刺激我距離優美流利我還有些距離。
好消息是，我遇見了這場舞蹈，示範了一個團隊表演的另一種高度，是給我一種指引，讓我得以知道下一階段努力的空間和方向，也是演示了我可以朝這個方向展示生命的方式。
一場出走，兩種收穫。
哇哇！太開心了^^完成一日考，準備回me 好好睡一大覺^^
p.s.我旁邊的小朋友早我大約半個小時就完成了...
天呀！
我們國家未來有前途了...
2025年5月24日 星期六
週末傳統市場的早餐
2025年5月23日 星期五
轉化坎坷情路~~懺悔法門內歸因~~
許是輪迴到實在太厭倦了，同樣的痛點，同樣的情節，同樣的場景，同樣的戲劇化，連過程都幾乎都是一模一樣劇情雷同…更令人無法忍受的是，自己還是像唱壞的刻盤一樣奏出同樣壞掉喑啞嘈雜的音律，還是不可避免對同樣的劇情起反應，渾然無法抵抗老掉牙的戲碼，狠狠遭受命運對我無情的恥笑冷嘲熱諷…
太痛了…
太無趣了…
太無聊了…
我狠狠嘲笑著自己…
今天忽然感應到，我不應該把注意力放在外面，不應該都是去注意事情發展的細節，不應該分散自己的能量，而是應該收回來放在自己身上，看看自己到底是哪哪出問題?針對那些問題來解決，而不是把眼光都發散出去放在別人身上被帶偏被帶走…
我想，這就是我在情感這一個課題要做的功課，跨過超越這個突破就是我已經超越跨過我生命重大的功課，生命型態來到新篇章，不再被功課綁縛重新獲得自由。
我在想，我到底，我究竟是做錯了甚麼?我是曾經殺人夫奪人妻?我是破壞過別人的感情?拆散過別人的姻緣?不是今生今世?那是多生累劫?是自己?還是背負家族業力?
我不知，我也無從得知。
是的，各有罪福因緣，條件這麼優秀這麼漂亮美好的女生偏生嫁一個怎麼看都是不如她條件差很多的男生令人大跌眼鏡，旁人怎麼想都想不透看不明白，這種例子所在多有並不罕見，是的，就是各有罪福因緣。
我想，我唯有從內在找答案，唯一的答案就是真心的懺悔，我必定有做錯的地方才會這麼遭罪，一次次，一遍遍，一再的輪迴。
我真心希望我的懺悔能幫助我解脫。
我有信心，因為當我再無他法升起懺悔心時，剎時心靈升起一股寧靜，再不被痛苦吞噬感覺痛苦，不再糾結，心靈平和安詳。
懺悔真是一種法門，一種靈驗非常的法門，我必當要每天日日懺悔精進不退。
我的暗黑料理
114.5.23(五) Vendredi 23 Mai 2025
總是很捨不得丟棄浪費食物，食物總是熱了又熱，燙了又燙，總想著下一餐一定會有機會把它們吃完，或是會想辦法把它們吃完…然後，就是一遍又一遍的熱了又熱燙了又燙，因為總會有新的食物勾起當天的食慾，又因為想著新鮮的食物，營養…也很重要，不能偏廢，要對自己好一些…等等的理由，然後就會推遲前幾次的食物下肚。
但我實在捨不得丟棄食物，我想著我記著那些食物第一次呈現我眼前時那美味的模樣，現在，其實也是很美味，只是，我的胃容量就這麼大，畢竟無法將它們全部吃完。
我看著眼前放在碗裡的食物，已經熱過幾次，好像失去了第一次呈現時的色澤，有些暗黑，我想到「暗黑料理」這個名詞。
但，其實，它們還是很好吃，我一邊吃著，一邊這麼想著。
2025年5月22日 星期四
2025年5月21日 星期三
2025年5月20日 星期二
我是你的外邦人，你是我的異教徒
114.5.19(一) Lundi 19 Mai 2025
我想到這句話。
這些話都來自彼此的經典教義，不同屬的宗教就是弟兄姊妹們口中的外邦人；對我們而言非同門則屬異教徒，不與非同門為精神伴侶，則是我們的教戒。
我們很多地方都站在對立面，很早以前，我就這麼覺得，也對你說過。
我們有很嚴謹的一步都不能踏過的界限，應該說彼此都是。
但我總是很樂觀的，神愛世人，宇宙有大愛，所有的一切源於愛，愛，不是用來刁難人的，宇宙不會刻意的為難世人，應該會很欣喜看見世間有愛，愛，可以克服世間一切的難題。
我這麼相信。
2025年5月19日 星期一
認清自己價值~~一個聖杯的距離~~
很久很久之後，我才知道，我的身側只能放得下一個聖杯！
聖杯滿溢，這麼神聖，我只能給一個人。
只能給一個接得下這個聖杯的人。
所以，只能嚴選，嚴謹的把關，嚴格的過濾篩選，不容許一絲一毫不乾淨不純粹，的能量靠近，真正做到寧缺勿濫，符合標準的人才有資格。
我愛世人，以前我無法分辨這之間的不同，我一視同仁，我想，這才讓我自己，也讓別人招致災難。
現在我可以我能夠清晰明確的分辨，我的聖杯只有一個，我的身側只能容得下一個能接得住這個聖杯的人站我身旁。
我身旁的空間只能留給一個人。
其他的人，便都請保持一個聖杯的距離。
或是請就此遠離。
成長痛~~
114.5.19(一) Lundi 19 Mai 2025
最近全身痛，哪哪都痛，肩膀，肩頸，手臂，…全身。
我常常懷疑睡夢中被徵召去修補銀河系，去與暗黑力量征戰，有時耗損了體能，有時受傷了…勇敢的女戰士。
但白天睡醒後，真的好累。
最近聽到一種說法，那是身體自癒能力的啟動，也是一種身體再成長的痛，就是內在的身體長大了，舊有的身體已經容納不下，所以，身體要撐大一些，size尺寸要大一些，在這個把身體變得更大一些的過程，身體會痛，就像是妳在對身體動手動腳，動手術，扒拉著整個身體關節器官變得尺碼更加大個幾號，當然全身就會痛，這叫「成長痛」。
誠實說，我很能接受這個說法耶！因為我真的覺得我長大了，內在的，精神體力的，意識的，…我已是一個成熟長大的成人，跟以前比較。
那我當然要換一個全新的身體。
而且我真真切切能感知這是一個真切發生在我身上的真實情況。一種本能的感知。
希望這個過程快點完成，這樣，成長痛會結束，我也會得到一個能量等級更高的全新的身體。
2025年5月18日 星期日
2025年5月17日 星期六
A New Kind of Battle for Two Old Enemies 老對手新戰場:印巴展開無人機對決
Samedi 17 mai 2025
India and Pakistan, old enemies, are engaged in their most expansive military conflict in decades, and with continued shelling and further drone attacks on Friday, they are using new tools of war to enhance their ability to attack and spy on each other.
On Friday, India defense officials said Pakistan’s
military had attempted aerial intrusions in 36 locations with “300 to 400” drones
to test India’s air-defense system.
A day earlier, Pakistani military officials
said they had shot down 25 drones belonging to India, including in Karachi and
Rawalpindi, the headquarters of Pakistan’s main intelligence body. Pakistani
officials also told U.S, officials that India was engaging in “drone terrorism”
by targeting civilian areas, according to a statement. India has not commented
on the drones.
Although many countries now have drones in
their arsenals, this is the first time the unmanned aerial vehicles are being
used by the two nuclear-armed countries against each other. The use of drone
warfare may have been inevitable, but it could reshape the way the world views
hostilities between India and Pakistan, much as it did after the two countries
became nuclear powers in the 1990s.
The conflict began after militants killed
26 people last month in India-controlled Kashmir. India accused Pakistan of
being behind the attacked and vowed to take military action. Pakistan has
denied involvement.
The conflict has escalated since Wednesday,
when India conducted airstrikes on Pakistan. Since then, the two countries have
been locked in an intensifying exchange of gunfire, drone attacks, claims, counterclaims
and misinformation.
India and Pakistan have been developing
their respective drone-building industries in recent years, and both import
drones from foreign allies. But neither country appears to have any that can
carry nuclear warheads, said James Patton Rogers, a drone warfare expert at
Cornell University. And while he called the conflict “incredibly worrying, ” he
also noted that drones generally are used as the lowest possible escalatory step
in a conflict, usually to pressure and test an opponent’s air defenses.
(Anupreeta Das)
2025年5月16日 星期五
How a Disappearing Sea Became a Town's Main Attraction鹹海消失，小鎮成生態危機景點
Vendredi 16 Mai 2025
The fierce windstorm that walloped this small defunct port in late spring stunned even a local ecologist long resigned to the devastation wrought by the disappearance of the ample Aral Sea.
A thick, stinging haze greeted the ecologist, Gileyboi Zhyemuratov, as he stepped outside that day in May. "When you opened the door, everything was white like snow, " said Zhyemuratov, 57, a descendant of generations of fishermen in a place where are no longer any fish.
For three days, the tempest hurled silt off former seabed of what was once the planet's fourth-largest inland body of water. It blotted out the sky and left the residents of the former port, Muynak, in western Uzbekistan, chewing salty grit. Even the rain turned brackish, sending panicked farmers scrambling to rescue crops.
As the storm blew in, Vladimir Zuev, a retired Russian pilot turned tour operator, was sitting beneath his shady pergola, where the garden gnomes consist of a bust of Lenin and other Soviet icons.
"It was impossible to see, " he said. "The salt was dry, yet it adhered to the skin and was difficult to wipe off. You could barely wash it off with water." The flowers in his garden withered.
Paradoxically, the man-made disaster strangling the town has become its main attraction in recent years. Tourism is booming.
"A lot of people want to see an ecological crisis, " said Vadim Sokolov, head of the Uzbek branch of the International Fund for Saving the Aral Sea.
Where waves once lapped at the harbor's lighthouse, rusting trawlers now sit abandoned on the sandy seabed far below, like dinosaur bones bleaching in the sunshine.
A selfie from the ship cemetery has become a must-have for the Instagram crowd.
Ali and Poline Belhout, a Parisian couple in their 30s, stopped in Muynak on their yearlong around-the-world tour. "It is sad to see that some years ago there was a sea, and now it is only a graveyard for ships, " she said. "To see boats docked like that is a little freaky."
Once lacking a hotel, Muynak now has three, along with an internet cafe, and the government is organizing an electronic music festival here on Sept.14.
The sea, which vanished from Muynak around 1989, is now more than 75 miles away. The only water view is in the modest local museum, with its tattered photographs and nostalgic oil paintings of the once blue horizon.
That unprecedented storm last May confirmed a grim prognosis: The environmental fallout from the loss of the Aral Sea is intensifying.
The sea's disappearance "is not just a tragedy, as many people have said, it is an active hazard unfolding before our eyes, " said Helen Fraser, head of the United Nations Development Program in Uzbekistan.(Neil MacFarquhar)
紐約時報賞析/聯合報107.8.26(日)D4
2025年5月15日 星期四
週四舞蹈課~~炫技一章~~20250515
腰椎無預警傳來神經痛警訊，痛點無法正確定位，某一種姿勢會發現卡卡痛痛，但無法明確指出到底問題出在哪裡?昨天已請假週三舞蹈課，今晚還沒請假，猶豫間默禱確定可以上課，但因為在辦公廳處理一些事時間有點晚了，真的有點猶豫遲疑，但想既已獲致答案可以上課那去上課就不會錯了；雖然出發時，時間已經超過上課時間了；我起身轉轉腰，嗯，真的可以順利無礙的轉動。
到的時間超過廿分鐘了，趕快換下身上多餘的衣物，進入教室加入第二階段的舞動；第一階段是暖身，加些複習之類的，基本還是讓身體適應教室的先行，我進入時第二階段剛好開始，慢慢的才加入融入教室的氛圍。
第二階段教了新的小品，這次的小品有些高難度，我形容是進階版，老師提供兩種版本，一種是高階版，一種是簡單版，高階版抬腿+屈膝+足尖點另一腿的膝側；簡單版便省略這一步驟直接足尖劃地；但不論進階或簡單版，在我看來其實都一樣有難度，主要顯現在身體的素質，不管哪一版，都要延展伸展身體凸出胯間呈S再加上手臂伸直，這之間要很有把控感的掌握不均衡的重心，在身體即將要失去均衡不平衡時再轉換重心側倒到另一面；因此，不論是足尖直接劃地或是抬起點膝，要跳出美感都需要仰賴top訓練出來的身體素質，否則，就是會淪為平平無奇的比手畫腳。
平平無奇的比手畫腳，比較直白不留情面殘忍的說法，就是一般坊間晨間公園廣場的跳法，大家都會都可以跳的那種。
老師教給我們的是那種要經過雕琢的，而要顯現出雕琢後的效果，身體所有的肢體關節都要展開，甚至，簡直，可以說，就是妳必須要毫無保留的綻開妳身上所有骨骼肌肉關節結合全身力道才能展現其中要表現的一分一毫。
我有收束保留，因為遲到廿分鐘，我的意識有部分還停留在辦公室中。
晨間醒來，我想到，這一part的設計簡直就是在”炫技”，不單只是精準掌握動作節拍而已，就是在華麗高傲的展示高難度舞蹈技巧，妥妥的就是在”炫技”
為什麼要保留呢?在進入教室後，舞蹈就是一切，我想，下一回，當我進入教室時，我就要將一切拋諸腦後將它們留在教室門口，只輕裝簡從帶著我的靈魂，好好的”炫技”，不顧慮其他學員們和老師吃驚的眼光。
2025年5月14日 星期三
週三舞蹈課20250514(三)
2025年5月12日 星期一
Consumers Are Cutting Back on Snacks, Fights and Even Laundry.美消費者正減少吃零食、搭機甚至洗衣
Dimanche 11 mai 2025
Consumers, worried about the economy, are pulling back on their spending, and that anxiety is translating into lower sales and profits for some of the country's largest consumer-oriented companies.
On Thursday, PepsiCo Inc. cut its full-year guidance outlook, citing a reduction in consumer spending as well as the impact the beverage and snacks company is feeling from increased global tariffs.
"Relative to where we were three months ago, we probably aren't feeling as good about the consumer now, " Jamie Caulfield, chief financial officer of PepsiCo, told Wall Street analysts and investors on an earnings call Thursday morning.
The company, which manufactures Pepsi and Gatorade drinks as well as popular snacks such as Doritos and Cheetos, cut its profit forecast for the full year to flat from its earlier guidance that expected earnings growth to be in the mid-single digits. It reported a decline of 1.8% in revenue, to $17.9 billion, for the quarter ending March 22, and a drop of 10% in net income, to $1.8 billion, from the same period a year ago.
Comments made on PepsiCo's earnings call echoed what executives at other consumer companies have said in recent days about how apprehension in the global economy was key to consumers spending less. The pullback has started to weigh on some companies' revenues and dampen their outlook for the coming months.
At Chipotle, same-store sales fell for the first time since 2020 in the most recent quarter, the chain reported this week. Uncertainty about the path forward for the U.S. economy started to affect spending in February, the company said, shortly after President Donald Trump's inauguration--a trend that continued into this month.
"It was all around this idea of saving money. economic uncertainty --they're eating at home more frequently than they're out, " said Scott Boatwright, the burrito chain's CEO.
Another signal of distress among shoppers: Consumers are doing less laundry to scale back on detergent purchases, an executive from Procter & Gamble, which makes household staples such as Tide detergent, told Yahoo Finance.
On Thursday, P&G cut its full-year outlook and said whiplash on tariffs policy had factored into a "pause" in consumption as consumers tried to make sense of stock market volatility and job market uncertainty, said Andre Schulten, the company's chief financial officer.
Breaking Silence, Colleges Organize to Fight Trump打破集體沉默，美國大學團結對抗出普
2025年5月11日 星期日
遞給自己一杯咖啡
114.5.11(日) Dimanche 11 mai 2025
成年後的我，選擇成為一位成熟的大人，成熟，表示許多能力都發展到一個成熟的程度，管理表達情緒的能力，照顧人的能力，承擔責任的能力…生命成長到一個新高度。
我想，我願意第一個照顧的人，是，我自己。
經歷許多，每一個歷程，每一個微小的觸動，每一個感受，往常，我會希望將這個解方寄託他人，希望找到一個能力比我高強讓我仰慕的別人可以立即帶我離開囚徒困境，讓我獲得安全感，我把解決問題的鑰匙交付寄託別人手上。
只要開個口，或是面露不虞，面有難色。
我記得小時候，扮演這個無私無悔疼愛女兒角色的人是我父親，每每在我覺得委屈，被冷落，被誤解，不開心而難過的躲在角落的時候，總是父親用著無比的耐心哄我直至我破涕為笑，我很難哄，可知那需要花費多少時間心力，也是因為這樣，我的童年幾乎沒有遺憾，在那重男輕女的年代，我獲得父親滿滿的父愛，以及所有人對父親對我厚愛偏愛的抗議，包括手足，包括父親的朋友，包括四週圍的街坊鄰居，三姑六婆。
長大後的我，有一段時間我還是沉溺在這種模式，每當我遇見難題困頓，我希望身邊有一個厚實的胸膛，溫熱的心跳，形成一個溫暖的港灣避風港讓我倚靠；有一個強壯的肩膀讓我可以放心把頭輕輕倚在他為我騰出來堅實的肩頭，可以輕呼一口氣輕輕把頭放在他肩上歇息，可以握住他溫暖臂膀抬眸深情凝視他的凝望，可以目光不避忌專注在他俊帥的臉頰上貪婪直視，可以在專屬溫暖的臂彎裡倚靠他，…
很久之後的現在，每當又是那種困頓困境難題浮現到來，我會記得提醒自己，這是我生命中一個我一直沒有完成的一門功課，生命讓我再次體會到那種情緒一種觸動，是用一個同樣現前的緣境讓我將遺忘忽視已久深層潛藏的能量浮現出來，讓我有機會治癒。
同樣的問題感受定然如我小時候一樣令人徬徨憤怒生氣不舒服，不同於小時候，不同於以往，現在我不會試圖再將這種情緒企圖用意志力壓抑到底層當成問題不存在視而不見，我會鼓勵自己儘量讓這種不舒服的能量浮出表面，最好一次全部浮出，一次無法療癒，那就兩次，三次…
我告訴自己，我沒有問題，現在遇到這種情境重點在治癒，是為了一種療癒，一種讓我未曾發展完全的情緒能力得以發展完全，將這個感覺不好的情緒釋放出去，我就好了。然後，問題會隨著情緒的釋放一起離開，走了。
而，完整的能量會留下來，讓我成為一個成熟的人。
我也不會再將緩解的解方藥劑鑰匙交給別人交在別人手上，解方藥劑鑰匙一直在我手上，只是，我以前一直太懶惰，太依賴，太想要不費力的，免費的”包養”?是可以這麼說嗎?用著天然原始的本錢條件換取資源，當然不是那種用身體換錢，而是用著女生天然的懂得的支使男性的那種能力或是本能，尤其如果自身條件也還不是太差的情形下。
一個笑容，一個請求，興許就可以很輕易換來一個服務，心甘情願的，趨之若鶩的，免費的，加碼奉送的。
我，厭倦了。
我知道，是時候我應該長大了，尤其，我已經這麼老了，的時候。
所有一切我想得到的，只不過是想在身處的環境裡覺得舒服。
受寵，受歡迎，spotlight 下的聚焦。
僅此而已。
成熟的我，知道現在我完全有能力不用靠別人就可以達到我所需要我想得到的所有一切。
當我想要得到那種被安撫的被寵愛的受寵的感覺，別人可以給我，我自己當然也可以給我自己。
我經常體恤體貼體諒照顧別人，當我經常向別人傳達善意的時候，我想，是時候，優先想到自己了，是時候，向自己傳達善意了，別忘了，遞給自己一杯咖啡。
在我需要的時候。
2025年5月9日 星期五
週四舞蹈課20250508
2025.5.8(四)Jeudi 8 mai 2025
這是週四上課的穿著，瑪莉菲絲的運動上衣，同一時間我買了大約六件左右，不同款式，同款式不同顏色，買的原因之一是五月底瑪麗菲絲會在新光三越信義新天地A11的B1撤櫃，現在包括撤櫃後的新老闆已經走不同路線，而我很喜歡瑪麗菲絲原先的設計、質感、風格，我想，之後會再遇見同樣的遇見的機遇可能不是很容易，因此，我，算是事先蒐集吧！
2025年5月5日 星期一
This Therapist Helped Clients Feel Better. It Was A.I.人工智慧治療師，話療助客戶感覺變好。
Supreme Court Set to Consider Birthright Ban/終止出生公民權，美最高院將口頭辯論
Lundi 5 mai 2025
The Supreme Court on Thursday announced that it would hear arguments in a few weeks over President Donald Trump's executive order ending birthright citizenship.
The brief order by the justices was unsigned and gave no reasoning, as is typical in such emergency cases. But the move is a sign that the justices consider the matter significant enough that they would immediately consider it, rather than letting it play out in lower courts.
The justices announced they would defer any consideration of the government's request to lift a nationwide pause on the policy until they heard oral arguments, which they set for May 15.
That means that the executive order, which would end birthright citizenship for the children of immigrants in the country without legal permission and foreign residents, will remain paused in every state while the court considers the case.
In three emergency applications, the Trump administration asked the Supreme Court to find that lower courts had erred in imposing bans on the policy that extended beyond the parties involved in the litigation. It did not ask the court to weight in on the constitutionality of the executive order, which was challenged soon after it was signed.
On Trump's first day in office, he issued the executive order ending birthright citizenship, the guarantee that a person born in the United States is automatically a citizen, for certain children.
Birthright citizenship has long been considered a central tenet of the United States. The 14th Amendment, ratified after the Civil War, declares that "all persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States and of the state wherein they reside."
In 1898, the Supreme Court affirmed that right in a landmark case, United States v. Wong Kim Ark, guaranteeing automatic citizenship for nearly all children born in the country. Since then, courts have upheld that expansive interpretation.
Some allies of Trump have argued that the 14th Amendment should never have been interpreted to give citizenship to everyone born in the country. Among them: John Eastman, a constitutional law scholar and former Supreme Court law clerk who was one of the architects of the scheme to create fake slates of pro-Trump electors in states that Joe Biden won in the 2020 election.(Abbie VanSick le)